Tig.

How long's it been? Like five years...I swear to God...Gah...I need to keep track of my Blog! I LOVE MY BLOG! -gives her blog a big hug-

I figured you'd want to know about my classes/teachers...so...I'll say it...

1st hour-Spanish with Miss Bailey:
She's actually halfway decent now...I think it's because she's braindead in the morning. As is Ricky. Praise God.

2nd hour-Chemistry with Dykes:
He...scares me. Scares the crap out of me. He has a New York accent...and he spaces out. He reminds me of that one teacher Jess said spaces out because of acid. Yes...LSD flashbacks...he scares me..."Can water be H30?" "-answers no-" "True -babbles on about properties- Which is why the answer is false." "-cricket chirps-" He frightens me.

3rd hour-Choir with Auld
Why. Didn't. That evil. School. Find. Another. TEACHER? GAAAAAH!

4th hour-English with Schlesselman
Fun yet again. Everyone's in their same places...except now Shelli's in there...she has to steal Aundra's seat every day. -shrugs- She doesn't care.

5th hour-Algebra II with Walthour
Hilarious man. Hilarious. Scary...but hilarious.

6th hour-French with Thomas/Strausner
Hasn't got set up yet. I haven't learned a word of French. It pisses the Jamie off. But Ms. Strausner...I love her. I'm in there with Meagan and her friend Chaz. It's quite fun.

7th hour-American History with Ward
He's okay and everything...but his head scares me. He's partly bald in the front except for this one little square of non-existant hair. It's...odd...

Well...I'm at Michele's...on Bobby's computer because Michele's broke. Yeah. That's another thing. It got suffocated. Yeah...so I'm on Bobby's. Who is Mom's friend at work. Oi vey...

Well...nothing else to say at the moment...just bored. So...I'll write...er...type later.

Bored out of my fucking mind. Yup...

Electricity went out this morning. Quite a few times. But I don't remember all of it...I woke up when it was flickering and then went back to sleep after it was off. When I woke up, it was on. So -shrugs-

I love my new boots. -dies- I feel pretty in them. Or special. I think it's a mixture of both.

Rune Scape is starting to bore me. It's like...there's nothing left to do. -sigh- And none of my friends are ever playing Rune Scape. It sucks...

Dedra's back online. Yup...showing her how to use Rune Scape...maybe she'll be online to talk to me...

I feel much better than I did last night...

Darin got a car! YAY! It's a '03 white Mustang with a black and grey interior. He is so taking me for a ride. Lucky bastard. It's name is Chim-Chim. Don't forget the little "-" or Chim-Chim'll go Gandalf on your ass. Arse. It's all the same...

This be Jamie's new schedule, yo:

1st: Spanish II-Bailey
2nd: Chemistry- Dykes
3rd: Choir-Auld
4th: Advanced English-Schlesselman
5th: Algebra II-Walthour
6th: French-Thomas
7th: American History-Ward

Now for the commentary...

1st: DAMN YOU! I'M GETTING BAILEY AGAIN! GAH! EVIL WENCH! She hates me...we like...saw each other in Texarkana...made direct eye contact...scowled and looked away...yep...we loathe each other...

2nd: Dykes...is a scary man...I hope he's not as bad as he seems

3rd: GOD DAMN IT! AULD AGAIN! GAAAAAAAAH! -kicks her and runs away-

4th: Schlesselman...thank God...-dies-

5th: Walthour...gives lots of homework and paddlings...Where's Mr. Punchard when I need him?

6th: I'm so freaked out about French...just twitching...nervous...really...really nervous...

7th: American History is actually supposed to be before World History...but I'm glad that I've gotten World History over...nothing against Ms. Kramer, but...Jesus

Well...that's all there is. Besides I'm a bit lonely. Really wanna go over to Dedra's...or have Dedra come over here...or Darin...or someone God damn it...I'm all...alone...it's strange. I'm just...so fucking bored...Which explains why I'm on this blog. -dies-

Doing quizzes kind of...got me depressed so...-sighs- I don't feel that great right now. Yeah...just...feel like I'm going to cry again...it's been a few days since I've had that feeling so...it's an improvement...but I still feel really bad...

Well...I got a new favorite song..."Hole In The Head" by Sugababes...I have a feeling it's going to inspire a new story. God forbid.

School registration is tomorrow...I don't want school to start again...

Got new clothes...

Happy Belated Birthday to JC and my little sister...

I feel like shit...I'd better go...

I need a hug...

Name? Jamie
Sex/gender? Female...or so I'm told
DOB? June 24th
Hair color? Brown
Eye color? Hazel Green
Glasses/contacts? Nope...20/20 eyes baby! -dies-
Height? 5'8
Astrological sign? Cancer (Go ahead and tease...I'm a crab)
State? Arkansas
Status? SPARKLE THIS! -dies- No...and if you don't know my status...you don't need to, love
How would you describe yourself? Um...in need of bigger boobies...
What are you wearing? A black shirt and yellow shorts (-dies-)


Color? Blue
Car? VW Bug!
Animal? Snake
Shape? Diamond
Alcoholic beverage? White wine...especially the ones that have like...strawberries in them...
Beverage? Pepsi
Band(s)? Still the Beatles...of course
Smell? BANANAS! I love natural stuff...my body spray...bananas...strawberries...stuff that grows, basically
Food? Calzones


Wimp? Mostly
Nerd? Completely!
Goth? I have the facial structure and skin for it
Punk? Nope
Jock? Hell no
Raver? -dies- No...I like the colors, though -dies more- Neon
Angel? Sometimes
Demon? Mostly...not as much as Karl, though...
Druggy? Nope
Alcoholic? Nope again
Bondage freak? When I'm in the mood
Shy? In public
Talkative? The majority of the time...big complainer that's what I am...complain about complaining...
Freaky? Hehe...
Flirt? Who isn't?


Rain? Drops
Fire? Flames
Earth? Soil
Wind? Blow...heh...
Hot? Temperature
Cold? Refrigerator
Sex? Naked...sweat...bodies...sheets...lots of thoughts -dies-
Egg? White
Spoon? Silver
Jester? That hat...I always think of it...
King? Crown
Queen? Freddie Mercury...damn you Darin! I wouldn't have even thought of them!
Devil? KARL URBAN! -falls over-
God? Elijah...don't ask
Bitch? DEE DEE!
Pimp? Flashy clothes...50 Cent...
Pop? BUBBLES!


A - Age: 16
B - Best Quality: Um...I dunno
C - Choice Of Meat: Crab
D - Dream Date: Er...I DON'T KNOW!
E - Ex (most recent): None
F - Favorite Food: Calzones
G - Greatest Accomplishment: Um...seeing a movie in the theaters six times
H - Happiest Day of Your Life: Um...I dunno...any day I'm happy -dies-
I - Internal conflicts: So many that I couldn't write every single one down
K - Kool-Aid: Yes...Kool-Aid
L - Love: Yes...love...
M - Most Valued Thing I Own: Strider -dies-
N - Name: Jamie
O - Outfit You Love: THIS SHIRT! -falls over-
P - Pizza Toppings: Pepperoni and mushrooms!
Q - Question you want to ask: Where did you put Dominic?
S - Sport To Watch: Football
T - Television Show: Er...Tonight Show...Fairly Oddparents...Will and Grace...
U - Unique habit: I'm double jointed and so I pop my fingers strangely...yes it is a habit damn you -dies- that and midnight snacking...
W - Winter: Isn't here
Y - Year Born: 1988
Z - Zodiac Sign: Cancer...the crab

I know I said I was going to send a picture of Char and "I" a long time ago, and I tried, but it messed up. And I've been lazy up until now, so here it is. The picture. Of Char. And "I". Be thankful.

I mean...it's been over two weeks! MY GOD! How have I lived?

Well...I've some news. I've been feeling like shit lately...and by lately I mean for the past months...and...I finally came up with something...I'm depressed. And yes...I said I wasn't going to post anything sad or angry or unhappy, but this isn't. This is great news. For the longest time I've felt like there was something wrong with me...and...I was always crying...I had bad headaches and recently stomachaches so bad that I got nauseous from them. Yeah...and...I just...felt really bad. Just beyond words. And I felt so alone. Like God was punishing me for some reason...and then it hit me and I immediately went to the computer and looked it up. The symptoms almost matched my recent behavior word for word. So now...everything's going to be okay. I know I'm not alone. And...today has been one of the best days of this year. And for a summer that's been made up of bad days, this is great news. Not only this, but since I feel I haven't been that great of a friend to anyone lately, I'm going to try to be more understanding and more of a listener. Especially to Darin. I miss my Darin. I had a mini-sobfest of "I miss Darin"s last night. It was bad. -smiles- I luffs mah Kevin! -dies-

Speaking of friends, I can't get ahold of Dedra. I mean...we were supposed to finish the Princess Bride...but I was awful to her yesterday. I mean...I could have been worse...but I most definately could have been better. I hope she's okay. I was really hoping to apologize today. I hope she's not mad at me. I really do. Lately she's been one of my best friends. Up in the top three with Jess and Darin, even. And it takes a while to get there. Took Sarah three years. Just because when you have people around me like them, it takes a long time for people to match their friendship level. -dies- I'm playing Rune Scape too much -dies more-. Level. Lord. Um...but...Dedra. She came over to the house the other day (which is a major event in my life...should have told you) and...I swear to God we had such a wonderful time. One of the best times I've had this year. And...it was so much fun. We played games. We made jokes. I introduced her to Will and Grace...we have jokes. Our wee moo thing (she's say Moo wee -dies-)...our rum wackers thing (-dies- Don't ask...maybe one other day I'll explain it)...and just...all that stuff...and...one thing that means a lot to me...she sat on my bed...I know that doesn't exactly make sense to you...but Sarah is the only non-Hilts person that's been in this house in quite a while. And well...she sits in my exercise chair. Never on my bed. Ever. And it's impersonal and gives off nervous vibes. I prefer what Dedra did. She sat right in front of me in my bed and looked me in the eyes as she talked. Which seems little maybe to you...but to me it's a lot...it's more trusting...and...maybe I'm not like that...I don't know...I hope I'm trusting to a point. But Dedra...completely trusting and you can tell she's being honest with me. I like that a lot. And...I just...had a blast. A complete blast. In fact, we're going to Tax-Free weekend in Texarkana Friday. It makes me happy. I'll be fun shopping with her and not my mom. Our moms'll shop together whilst we do. Heaven. And unlike some people, I doubt Dedra'll tell me that I shouldn't wear strapless stuff. -blinks- Even though it's going to be fall...doubt there'll be any strapless stuff. I can only pray. -dies- But anyway...I hope she's okay...and...that she's not mad at me. That would just...make me very sad. She's one of my best friends...-sighs- Speaking of friends, maybe it's just me...but it feels like Shelli's not listening to a word I say "Shelli...I'm depressed." "Me too. Anyway...about Zeke..." Yeah. Maybe it's my imagination. Maybe I'm being selfish. But -shrugs- That's all my feelings on the subject...and I don't consider that negative. Nor do I consider it positive. It's up in the air.

Speaking of strapless. I NEED TO GO SWIMMING! GAH! I bloody well can't go a summer without swimming! There has to be a law against it! GAH! -falls over- Anyway...

I'm playing Pokemon again. Yes...kill me, I know. But I'm having fun! -dies- And I got my ears repierced (for this lovely bellydancer-esque chandiler earrings I got at Target). Had a day with my mom on Saturday. Um...Rascal's missing...Um...I'm a level 60 in Rune Scape...Ned Kelly's out...and...it has Geoffrey Rush, the Elf, Heath Ledger...and the guy who played Owen Lars in Attack of the Clones and "Revenge of the Sith" (which reminds me) and who played Gawain in King Arthur. Yes. Many cows... Got Princess Bride on DVD (at last)...Cary Elwes is in Edison with Justin. If they make eye contact...I swear I'll kill Justin. Bastard. Being in a movie with my fifth-going-on-fourth favorite actor. Damn him. Er...this new Tango flavoured Dentyne ice tastes like...juice. If you don't know what I'm talking about...then you don't need to be reading this blog. -dies- In honour of the Princess Bride...I'm going to re-write "The Whipping Boy". I drew a detailed three story map and everything...the country is going to be called Florin, in honour of the Princess Bride...and the one "Eric" is coming from is going to be called Guildor. Yeah...it's lovely.

I feel embarrassed. I was playing Rune Scape and doing this. And this guy was talking to me. Poor guy. -dies- He's all "Howdy." "Er...that means hi." "Cat got your tongue?" And I was like "SHIT!" -dies- I hate that...it's embarrassing. -dies- Oh well...it's not that bad...he's nice enough. Made an excuse of reading. Writing in my blog is just...I dunno. Leads to questions -dies- I suppose. I'm paranoid. I quickly said reading. -dies- Habit. GOD DAMN IT! -dies- I've been wanting to say "habit" like "habbit" out of...habit. -dies- Hobbit. Habit. You see what I mean. -dies-

Well...it's just about two and I said I was gonna go at 1:30, but I forgot.

Damn it.