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Well...I'm a bit worried about Darin. I dunno. I'm getting all mother hen-ish and it's all Jessica's fault. I dunno. I just...haven't seen him...and it...it's strange, you know? I'm so used to seeing him every week or every other week. Except when I'm in Ohio. But...we all know how that went. But...I just...miss him like crazy. I mean...it's not like I'm going to break down and cry or something like that, but...it's strange not seeing him. Like something mising. God...he's gonna laugh when he reads that. If he does. "Grounded" off of the computer, you know? I dunno...it hit me when I was talking to Dedra about him. Not in a bad way, of course. Just explaining the whole Kevin and Amber paradox. But...I dunno...he always ends up in a Dedra conversation. I've had so many memories with him, I suppose. That and I have no life and no friends to a point that my whole life consists of little moments I've spent with my friends. My very few friends. I miss Darin -laughs-. I told myself that I wouldn't post anything depressing in here...but I don't think this is depressing. It's just...stating my thoughts. I'm not...upset...a bit sad. I hope he gets bored tomorrow and decides to go to church...even if all we do is end up reading in his car. It wouldn't bother me. I don't really feel at ease, you know? It's odd. And you know...maybe he feels the same. You know...at least because he's stuck alone with his grandparents. I'd be depressed, too. Lord I sound like a little teenybopper obsessing over a boy. Isn't that sad? -dies- I kinda hope Darin doesn't read this. But then again -shrugs- Why not? I mean...I've told him everything? Why not him read how much I miss him? -shrugs- Oh well...doesn't matter all that much to me. I just miss my Darin and have listened to so much Queen that I'm Queen!drunk. Yes. Don't ask. I suppose it would be Queendrunk!Jamie. Hehe. It's amusing. I have "Flash" in my head. I don't even LIKE THAT SONG!
I have decided that I am officially going to buy the new Black Eyed Peas album. I'm getting obsessive about them. Their music is very interesting. It's...GAH! What is it with me and diversity? JC...Queen...Black Eyed Peas...the Beatles? GAH! I'M OBSESSIVE! That's the word of the day. Obsessive. Can you tell?

Oi vey...I'ma look back on this post and laugh at myself. -dies-

New songs ah'm obsessed about:

Overdrive by Katy Rose
Let's Get It Started (Spike Mix) by the Black Eyed Peas
Good Old Fashioned Lover Boy by Queen
Theme by Jon Brion
Taal Se Taal from Taal
Tanha Tanha from Rangeela
Beat of Passion from Taal
Roja from Roja
She Wants to Move by The Neptunes
Red Blooded Woman by Kylie Minogue
Signs by Beyonce

Yes...quite pathetic, I know. Overdrive...I realy tried to download it. But I couldn't find it. I luffs it. Let's Get It Started...I like it...I'm listening to it...well...I'm listening to Shut Up...but...I was listening to Let's Get It Started! Good Old Fashioned Lover Boy is mah favorite song. Theme is the theme of Eternal Sunshine...as previously stated. And...Taal Se Taal through Roja are from that Indian CD...She Wants to Move...don't ask. Red Blooded Woman...I love that song -dies- Signs rocks...it's amusing because she keeps saying "Fell in love with a Sagittarius" and...that's...Dom's sign. Also she says "sexy like a Scorpio" and "sensative as a Cancer" all in one sentence. It's fate, I tell you -dies-

I'm rambling...so it's obvious I'm bored.

Zaen finished her story. There was much sex. Much corny sex that I laughed so hard I had to take more migraine pills. In the words of Darin, it was 'mo funny. Yes. I'm off, I know. But IT WAS CORNY! -dies- All...bad dirty talk. She was rushed. It ended sweetly enough...but was just...corny. -dies-

Um...I have to go to church tomorrow...it fucking sucks.

I have "Shut Up" in my head. Damn it.

And...some of the lyrics to "Let's Get It Started" in the link I gave are wrong...it's "cuckoo" not "woohoo". God...

-dies- I just realized that the Indian songs are from Indian movies. Bollywood, you know. I wish I could watch some of them -pout-

I'm going to start reading a book called "Dandelion Wine" by...Ray Bradbury or something like that. Yeah...it's special looking. Then I think I'ma read LotR or the Hobbit again. Yeah...